sad day T.T

haix , yesterday whole nite i never slp , jst thinking things , haix .. jst feel wan drunk again ow .. haih .. my heart real very pain , haih .. why a love cant stay beisde u till 4ever ?? T.T .. get deep hurt .. some times i think about her i str8 cry , i real so miss her .. haih .. i missunderstand ppl to0 much jorr so she feel dnt wan me , haih .. i real so miss her , i wont forgot our sweet memory , i will sure always remember .. haih , today i oso feel the same sad , me dui her d gan qing is wont fin d .. bt maybe she so easy forgot me n our things .. haix , why i cant forgot d?? real so hurt .. haih ~ hope 1 day she will come back my side .. i only can hope ~

lonely day ~ T.T

today morning i wake up so blur , feel vomit n head pain .. haih .. but why i still can remember last time d things ow ?? haih .. i real very heart pain ow , i real thx her caring for me last time .. i very happy last time she acc me all the time , i real very happy .. i so miss her kiss , hug n hw she treat me .. the feeling is very strong in my mind .. haih .. i real cant forgot her , i will still put her in my heart , haih .. i hope she knw hw i really love her .. last time she tell me all her bf .. but i knw im the 1 treat her most good in all of thm .. i real knw this .. cos whn she tell me all about it .. i knw im sure the 1 treat her most good .. i knw cant everyday out n with u go gaigai but my heart still is jst love u 1 .. no matter wht i still so love u .. haih , but today i nw jst can wish u happy only lurh .. haih , my most love d ppl also leave me jorr .. T.T , whn she last time get hurt , i promise her not to let ppl hurt her anymore , i wan protect her with my whole life .. but haih .. last im the 1 get hurt till so deep .. haih , i hope her future bf will treat her very very good , i hope the boy will love her more thn loving his ownself .. i wish he get do better thn me .. haih , i real feel so lonely jorr .. wht oso no use jorr .. so lonely jorr , no ppl cant acc me anymore .. haih , i wan out with frenz make myself dnt think so much but i knw i sure cant do tat cos i cant out when i wan .. haih .. my life is real so empty jorr , life = 0 , haih .. can we believe love anymore ?? love is jst making ppl feel so hurt .. haih , she always say she love me till 4ever n ever .. she wont leave me till the end of her life .. every time i oso hear but is all fake , fake !! haih .. love real make me cant believe anymore , haih .. my whole life i jst first time get so hurt .. real first time , haih .. liu lei or liu xue more painful ?? liu lei rite ?? haih .. whn u liu lei it hurt till so deep n u feel die n hurt ur ownself .. haix .. T.T , the things i tell her this morning .. i hope she will understand me ~ hmm .. haih , my life = zero already .. tats all for today my feel ~
11.35PM

haih .. today is my first day break jorr .. haih , today morning when i wake up , i recieve a msg .. thn i read it already .. they were already in karamunsing .. thn i sms alot n make ppl feel hurt .. im very sry , thn the whole everning i keep say sry sry i jst wan b back together with u .. haih .. today is my first day my lover leave me jorr .. haih .. i real very sad n cry the whole everning .. haih .. i always oso jst hope she will come back my side .. i real so love her .. haih .. every time i say to myself i real very love u , truly love .. haih .. joanne's bro say if he come back we still together thn he oso will happy cos he knw us is true d .. haih .. but maybe no more chance jorr lorr T.T , today im damn sad .. real sad , haih .. why i will make all this things come out .. haih .. my lover leave me jorr .. jst left me alone .. haih .. i real so hope 1 day we will back together again .. my heart is always oso gt her d .. no ppl can stand her side in my heart . i jst wan her to be in it ~ haih .. T.T sad day sad day .. why will this happen ah ?? haih ~ hope can sleep tonight ~ my last chance to say i love u oso no jorr lurh .. haih .. but i real knw my heart real so love u de .. haih ~ all the sad songs jst same as my heart feels ~ haih
1.02PM

my life

haih .. today is my first day break jorr .. haih , today morning when i wake up , i recieve a msg .. thn i read it already .. they were already in karamunsing .. thn i sms alot n make ppl feel hurt .. im very sry , thn the whole everning i keep say sry sry i jst wan b back together with u .. haih .. today is my first day my lover leave me jorr .. haih .. i real very sad n cry the whole everning .. haih .. i always oso jst hope she will come back my side .. i real so love her .. haih .. every time i say to myself i real very love u , truly love .. haih .. joanne's bro say if he come back we still together thn he oso will happy cos he knw us is true d .. haih .. but maybe no more chance jorr lorr T.T , today im damn sad .. real sad , haih .. why i will make all this things come out .. haih .. my lover leave me jorr .. jst left me alone .. haih .. i real so hope 1 day we will back together again .. my heart is always oso gt her d .. no ppl can stand her side in my heart . i jst wan her to be in it ~ haih .. T.T sad day sad day .. why will this happen ah ?? haih ~ hope can sleep tonight ~ my last chance to say i love u oso no jorr lurh .. haih .. but i real knw my heart real so love u de .. haih ~ all the sad songs jst same as my heart feels ~ haih
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